Bye for a month x

I'll be closing this account from Feb1-March1

When i first started this blog account, i never thought i would get this far.
I never thought i would meet such amazing people.

I didn't make this blog account just for fun, i made it for a purpose.
I wanted to inspire people
I wanted to make people happy
I wanted to be the one they came to when they needed help, or a simple day maker.

I feel like i'm not keeping those promises anymore.
I'm not posting nafs gabel..
I haven't made someone's day in a while..
I feel like this account is extremely worthless right now..

So i wanted to close it for a month..
Just so i could work on a new story and start posting as soon as i re-open the blog.
I want to re think some stuff over.
It's not only the blog im closing for a while, i might be shutting my phone sometime in the middle of the month as well.

I promise when i come back, i will do my best to make you all happy again and post regularly nafs gabel.
Honestly dayman a7es ena i need to deactivate the account bas it's like a part of me that i can not just let go. I tried gabel, bas i just cant. a7es its a big part of my life now.. w i cant just let it go..

If anyone ever needs anything, you can always follow me on my personal account.
Take care, love you all!

Chapter of life #13 (Treat others the way you want to be treated)

Just wanted to mention that I'm going to be mentioning a short story at the beginning of every post, just so my purpose is clearer..

Treat others the way you want to be treated. Probably a saying everyone knows but barely anyone lives by. All people think about is how they are treated, not how they treat others.

They dont care whether they hurt others or not..

All they care about is themselves. 

So i remember once i was with my mom, and we were waiting for someone. So a taxi was going to park, and a car almost hit the taxi. So the taxi stopped and the car stopped right next to the taxi. The man in the car started cursing the taxi driver, while he stayed there not replying. Then the man got out of his car and started hitting the taxi driver. 

 I couldn't get that picture out of my head.. So sad how heartless some people could be. 

Some people might think that "Oh what a strong man", but i consider this a weakness. You have no right to hit some poor guy, who did not cause any harm to you. 

Would anyone want to be treated that way? Of course not! 

So why treat others that way?

Why hurt others if you don't want anyone to hurt you?

This does not only go under physical pain, but emotional as well.

Why say hurtful words to someone? 

Try putting yourself in someone else's shoes before doing anything.

Try asking yourself, "Do i want anyone to treat me this way?"

People have feelings! They might not show you that they're hurt, so you have to be careful.

And remember you're not better than anyone.

God created us all equally.

You have no right to treat someone badly just because you feel like "you're on top".

Oh and just one thing, if you treat someone terribly, that does NOT make you a strong person!!

I found this on a website and i REALLY liked it. Please read it:

نسينا ان يوم القيامه جميعنا سنقف بين ايادي الله

لا فرق بيبنانا الا بتقوتنا واعمالنا ليس بانسابنا ولا جنسياتنا

فقد خلقنا الله أسوياء .. وسوف ندخل الجنة بأعمالنا ..

ودرجات تقربنا من الله وعباداتنا .. فلم لوم أشخاص..

لم العنصرية .. والتعصب .. وكلنا من ادم وحواء ..

وكلنا إخوة في البشرية ...

أنا لا أقف بجانب .. احد .. ولكن أقف بجانب الانسانيه ..

والكرامة التي خلقنا عليها والعقل الذي كرمنا الله به عن كل الخليقة ..

ونعمة الإسلام التي هذبت مشاعرنا .. ورفعت من أخلاقنا سموا ورشادا ..

لم لا نلوم أنفسنا على تعالينا أمام بعضنا البعض بانسابنا او الواننا .. إن

كان هناك إصلاح .. فهو من داخلنا وقوة المسلم تنبع من داخله .. ليس من

عضلاته المفتولة .. أو شكله الجميل بل من قوة إيمانه

She's gone #12

First of all: This story is coming to an end, so what do you want the next story to be about? Many people want me to write a love story, do you guys want that? Just tell me what you want!
& Second: This post is dedicated to an amazing person, who was always there to support me, she's too precious! This post goes to; @MaryamAlOmar_


(IM EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THE VERY SHORT POST, BUT IM GONNA POST TOMORROW AS WELL, AND NEXT POST WILL PROBABLY BE THE FINAL POST)

Now to the story..


Could it get any worse?
Can there really be more to the story..
I dont think so.. but i guess there is..
Abdullah: Fay actually agreed on killing the person.. She loved her sister too much, she was willing to do anything for her! But thats not all,


Fay actually told Maha that she needed to talk to Sarah first, before she made any "dumb" move..
& Maha knew that if Fay would go talk to Sarah, everything would be screwed..
So she tried holding her back until the person she needed gave her a call, and ill mention who that person is later..
So Maha told Fay to calm down, and that everything will be okay..


She called that guy and told him to get ready..
And 5 minutes later Fay died,,
Everything really was planned..
Everything Maha did worked out the way she wanted it to work out..

She wanted Fay and Sarah gone out of her life, and thats what she got..

She ruined Sarah's life, not knowing what life might be holding for her!

All she cared about was herself.
She believed that if she killed fay, she would be happy..

Reema: Why didnt you tell the police?
Abdullah: Because she knew about us, and said that if i told the police, she would ruin your reputation.. So I had to be quiet..\

Reema: But how do you know all this when you werent a part of the plan?
Abdullah: The accident happened right infront of my eyes, and Maha knew that! I knew who the guy was, and i could of told the police.
So Maha knew how to shut me up, and thats exactly what i did..
Since the accident, i feel guilty! As much as part of me wants to throw Maha in jail, part of me wants to protect you..

Reema:"Its like even though i havent been with him for a while, i still love him.", But who was the guy driving the car?

Abdullah: Are you sure you are ready for this?
Are you sure you're ready to face Sarah and tell her all this?
Reema: Yes..

Abdullah: The one driving the car was Fay's cousin..
But thats not all..

Theres one more thing you need to know before you leave..
Although Maha wanted both Fay and Sarah to suffer, she wasnt the one who came up with the killing idea..

The one who did all this, and is the main reason behind everything that is happening is..

Sarah's Father..

(Random post) -please read it-

This isnt a chapter of life or anything, its just something i wanted to let outt..

This account has been everything to me. This blog has made me feel like a better person, i dont know if that even makes sense. 

Let me make it clearer, when i started this blog, never would of thought id make it this far. People always said how my blog changed their lives and how it was inspiring etc.. and that means the whole world to me. Maybe some people werent very sincere about it, bas it sure made me happy! 

This account has also been a way of expressing for me, just like now. a7is i could write anything i want here.. w it would actually make me feel better. 

9a7 a lot of times i wanted to close this blog, lana a7s ma kan la ma3na, bas everytime i think of closing it, i feel like im shutting a part of me down. 

Although its not as good as other blogs, w it might not have a clear purpose, i still love having this account/blog! 

Ive met people on this account who mean the whole world to me now. i trust them with everything, never in a million years would i have thought id meet them!

9a7 i hestitated at first at opening this blog, bas i gotta admit it was something amazing!

So many people on this acc i met, were always too kind! They would randomly just plaster a smile on my face, and they know who they are! 

So, the main point im mentioning all this is for you to know how much you guys really helped me get my blog this far. 

So i really want to say sorry if i ever hurt any of you, in any way shape or form. 

If i ever said something offensive, hurtful etc..

I dont mean any of those things i said, i promise you!  

Im a person who cant stand having someone za3lan meny, even if i strongly dislike that person. So athaitkum eb shay? 9ar7uny, w ill apologise again. i dont mind!

W people in general tend to get hate, so 9a7 some people would hate on my ask w chethy blah blah, bas i forgive all those people, whether they meant what they said or they didnt! Those people might of said hurtful things, bas those things make me stronger

w keep in mind, if you ever need advice on anything, or just someone to listen, im here for you! 

Or if you just need a day maker, dm me at anytime and ill be happy to plaster a smile on that beautiful face❤️

Chapter of life #12(Money)

Money?
Okay, so im not going to start with an introduction, cause it basically doesnt need it! Ill get right to the point..

SOME people think that just because they have money, they're rich!
Money isnt the only thing that makes you rich in this world!
They believe we have money, we could do whatever we want. Disrespect people who dont have as much money as us!
Thats just sick, just because someone doesnt have money, it doesnt mean they're any less than you! They might actually be richer than you! They have a better attitude and behavior! That simply makes them richer than you! They might be better 3end Allah!
So dont treat people less, just because they dont have as much money!


Look at it this way, if you were someone with no money, would you want to be treated any differently? Ofcourse not, so just treat others the way you want to be treated..


Theres something else id like to mention, if you have money, why not use it in a benefitial way? In other words, give money to the poor!

Speaking about money, id like to mention one thing as well, just cause you have money and wear the highest brands, doesnt mean you should judge people who dont wear very high brands!
You look at them and think "Oh they're not wearing this, so they must be poor, and i shouldnt treat them well"

Some people wont spend a ton of money on something everyone has, even if they have all the money in the world!
Oh & one last thing, stay away from flous il7aram! Okay for example, someone asked you to do something bad in exchange for money, you did it! Whats the point? Its better to live as a person with enough money, than to have tons of 7aram money! cause flous il7aram ma tathmer!

Ya nas keep in mind, btt7asbon 3ala hatha!

You have money? gulaw il7mdllah, some people dont have a single penny and are dying right now! You're sitting in a place, a roof on top of your head! Thats a blessing some people would do anything for!


 (وَلا تُبَذِّرْ تَبْذِيراً إِنَّ الْمُبَذِّرِينَ كَانُوا إِخْوَانَ الشَّيَاطِينِ وَكَانَ الشَّيْطَانُ لِرَبِّهِ كَفُوراً) 

she's gone #11

A face i knew..

A familiar face actually. 

Very familiar..

Those eyes..
That sparkle..
those were the eyes i loved..
the eyes i fell for..
the eyes i couldnt get over..

He didnt change a bit.. he just looks.. tired..

He was probably as shocked as i was..
I stood there, no words could come out..
All i was thinking is what does he have to do with Fay?

Abdullahs POV:
Its her..
I never thought id see her again after the way i hurt her..
She still looks beautiful..
She didnt change a single bit..

Back to Reema:
He let me in and i sat..
Still no one said a word..
So i decided to break the silence..
Me: I just came to ask what you have to do with Fay and Maha..
Abdullah: Ill tell you everything..
Remember the day i hurt you? The way i left you for 'no reason'? Fay was the reason..

I had to break up with you in order to save you. Makes no sense right? Maha payed me. You knew how desperate i was at that point and how much i needed money. So i agreed withouteven  thinking. She asked me to hire some stranger to tell Fay that he was going to get back at her sister for what she did to him, when in reality her sister didnt do anything. Maha hated them both so bad. She asked me to tell the man to tell Fay that Sarah was in a relationship with him and was willing to do anything for him. When in reality, Sarah never even met the guy. 

So the next day Maha called Fay and told her that she could help her. 

Fay went there hoping she really could, but Maha just made it even worse. At first , she kept blaming her for everything and telling her how everything that ever happened to Sarah was her fault..

Fay wanted all this to end, one way or another. 

Maha gave her one condition in order for that to happen..

kill someone..

Who is that person? 

I have no idea..

But wait, theres much more to the story..

wanna know what the most shocking part is?...

she's gone #10

Reema's POV:

i was walking home.. convinced with what Maha told me. I mean she wouldnt lie would she? 

My phone rang a second later indicating me that i just got a message. It was an unknown number. They said..

"What maha told you was a lie"

i was shocked at first, but then i thought maybe its just someone messing with me. But who would do that. 

I called the number..

But they hung up. 

The person sent another text. 

Im Maha's brother. To know what really happened call this number. 

I immediatly called the number. 

Me: Hello

..: Hi?

Me: (I started explaining the story)

..: You really expect me to tell you the truth without anything in return?

Me: What do you want?

..: Ill think about it and call you back later. 

I couldnt wait and called Maha's brother. Im sure he knew what really happened. 

Majed(Maha's brother): I cant tell you.. i promised maha to never tell what really happened. Just wait for the guy. Im sorry. 

My phone rang a few minutes later:

..: Want to know the whole truth? Come to this address.(...)

I didnt want to go. I couldnt. I didnt have a good feeling about this, but i had to do it for Sarah.. even if it cost me myself. 

his house was in the middle of nowhere. It didnt even look like a house.. it was more of a garage. My legs were seriously shivering. I knocked the door and waited..

The door opened.. and i was surprised to see.......

To be continued!

Just to mention #15 will probably be the last post. and will post another post tomorrow maybe! & answers will be in the next 3 posts ;)