She's Gone #6

First of all theres a few things id like to mention. 

1- Im sorry for not posting alot on this story, but i feel like its slowly getting worse and i wanted to delete it at some point. I had no idea what to write. 

2- would you like this story to be 15-30 chapters?

3- Last but certainly not least, id like to mention that ill be posting a chapter of this story every tuesday x

Sara's POV: 

I was just sitting here waiting for a miracle to happen. The scar of Fay's death is slowly starting to heal but it just wont go away. No matter how hard i tried. I wanted it to go away so bad but it just wont and i couldnt do anything about it. 

It was one of those lazy fridays, and all i could think of was Fay, Fay, Fay!

Surprisingly, i didnt tear of sadness this time, i teared tears of hapiness. quite ironic huh?

Have i mentioned that i've always been a negative person and so far im working on being positive. 

Anyway, i started thinking of how happy she is right now. How she is in a better place. Fay has only done good to people. She had the purest heart ever, she would pray, she did everything God asked us to do. That means she's going to heaven, right?

Flashback:

Fay: Saraaa, wake up!

Sara: Gett outt and leave me alone..

*Fay spilled a bucket of cold water on me* But i wasnt even mad. I remember all i did was laugh when she did that. I miss our stupid memories. Gosh i want them all back.. 

i was home alone, some knock on the door interrupted my thoughts.

I went and opened the door thinking it was my parents but i saw someone i never thought id see again in my whole life.. Reema..

The one who left me when i needed her the most. My face was exactly :|

Reema: can i come in? Theres somethingg i need to tell you. This has to do with Fay..

Chapter of life #6 (Insecurity)

Well..

first thing's first..

What is insecurity?

Insecurity is simply the lack of confidence. People usually start losing their confidence and start questioning themselves. Usually these types of questions..

Why am i not good enough?

Why am i not pretty?

Why am i unworthy?

But first let me tell you one thing, its all in your head..

If you keep thinking youre not good enough, youre unworthy and not pretty, you'll actually start believing it! Thats what leads to insecurity.
Also, having people tell you that youre unworthy makes you believe it. So you have to have a strong personality, so no one can tell you what YOU are and what you're not!!

Youre the one who should define yourself, dont let anyone do that for you!! 

Confidence is everything. 

Personally so many people asked me this question: Have you ever felt insecure?

I wont lie, the answer is yes.

I didnt have a strong personality and everything got to me, im working on being a stronger and more confident person. So far so good tbh!

 

Anywho, insecurity leads to so many things. For example: DEPRESSION! 

Before you end insecurity: you have to be HAPPY with yourself. 

The first thing you need, is to be confident! Confidence makes you a stronger person and even happier!

think of all the good things about yourself. trust me, there are great things in you that no one else has! that way you WILL feel less insecure about yourself. Start believing in yourself and look at how beautifully amazing you are!

Think positively about yourself! Keep reminding yourself that youre amazing. Tell yourself: "im worth it, im beautiful, im a good person etc.." 

The more you say it, the more you actually start believing it..

Do something you love or something that makes you happy! You'll start feeling happier and you actually wont think about your bad qualities. 

Most importantly remember that you are amazing. You are strong. You are beautiful! you are worth it so smile:D

"Dont let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice"

"Dont let the negative opinions, attitudes, and choices of others get you down. Make your own choice to follow a positive, productive and meaningful path" 

"Insecurity kills all that is beautiful" (so remember to kill insecurity before it kills you)

Chapter of life #5 (Trust)

Trust..

A strong meaningful word..

But not many people take it seriously nowadays..

Some people have no idea how hard it is for someone to put their trust in a person. 

Well..

 What is trust?
Trust to me, is not just a word. Its something we need, its something precious. Its a necessity.

Trust is defined as believing in someone. However, its not that simple. As you grow up and start experiencing difficulties , it starts getting deeper and deeper..

Have you ever trusted someone, and they let you down?
Unfortunately, some people just dont understand how hard it is to trust nowadays.
If someone is brave enough to trust you, dont prove them wrong. Dont disappoint them.


I really cant tell you "dont trust anyone", cause honestly? you cant live without trust! You should trust people, but only a few. And you have to choose wisely..
Before trusting anyone, you should trust yourself.
Because if you dont trust yourself, no one will trust you & you cant trust anyone.

Look at it this way, we all need someone to open up to at some point. If no one trusted, everyone would suffer on their own. Sometimes just opening up to someone, will make you feel better.
Trust makes you live a happier life.

Whats a relationship without trust?
Whats a friendship without trust?
It has no meaning..

Im sure some of you have been let down by some people. That doesnt mean you shouldnt trust anyone again.
It just means that you should be more careful with who you trust..
Its a lesson you have to learn..
So be careful who you trust nowadays..

 Just remember that not everyone who is nice to you is trustworthy. Some people are just too good at acting. They just want you to trust them, and then they break the trust. I repeat BE CAREFUL. 

"Dont trust easily. Only a few people care, the rest are just curious"

"Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken, but no matter how hard you try, you can still see those cracks.."

Chapter of life #4 (Positivity)

(First id like to mention that this is probably not the best post. So yeah sorry)

I personally find this thing very important, and ill mention why in a second..

I believe that positivity is the key to a better and happier life..


Positivityy..
To me, positivity is looking at the bright side of every situation and being thankful no matter what is going on in your life..
Some problems might occur, but if you look at the negative side, itll just get worse. It might effect you emotionally as well.
Everything has a bright side, even the deepest and biggest problems in the world. If you look deep deep down you'll see that little spark shining..

Always be positive. 
If you think negatively, you will never live a happy life.

Positivity can change your whole life. You might not see the change, but it will.
It'll change it to the better.
You will smile more..

Might seem like a small change, but it does grow..

To be honest, its not possible to think positive all the time.. but you want the majority of your thoughts to be happy and positive.

Some people might think its impossible to look at the bright side.. but nothing is impossible.
You could develop positivity by doing many things. For example: surrounding yourself with positive people. 

Positive thinking changes your life by giving you skills to lessen your problems, gives you the strength to go on, because you have formed good habits.

 Positive thinking helps you be that person others can follow as an example, and gives you hope..

Its what you need..

"You cant live a positive life with a negative mind"