She's gone. #5

Reema’s POV (one of Sarah’s “friends”):


 I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know if I should tell Sarah. I didn’t know if I could go up to her.  When she needed me the most? I left her..

left her when she had no one

I left her when her other half died

I should have been there for her

But I wasn’t..

I couldn’t..
 

I couldn’t because, I was told not to..

I couldn’t because the person who told me to stay away from her was holding something against me..

She was holding everything against me..

But I was starting to think, that I should make it up to Sarah.

I should go warn her from Maha.

I should tell her what she did.

I should tell her that its her fault.

I cant let her live in the thought that she was behind all this when it was really Maha’s fault Fay is dead.

I was willing to put my reputation on the line..

I owe it to Sarah..
 

She was always there for me, but when she needed me the most, I left her..

What kind of friend am I?

How could I be such a bad friend?



So Maha went and told everyone some rumor about Sarah, right before Fay passed away. She went and told everyone how Sarah and Fay were behind her breakup..

It was all a lie..

All along she was just jealous of Fay.

She wanted to get rid of her somehow.

She said something’s to her right before Fay left her house angry..
 




But then it hit me, what if it was all planned? What if the car accident was planned? What if Maha really did kill Fay?

She's gone. #4

Those miserable days kept passing by. Each day worse than the day before it. Each day the pain inside of Sara grew. The pain wouldn’t go away. It was like a scar. No matter how hard she tried to hide it, it will always be there.

She never knew that one day all this would happen to her. She never believed that life could take away something so precious in the blink of an eye. She always thought that everything that was beautiful and made her happy would last. But it was gone, her one and only cause of happiness was gone. With each day that passed, she missed her sister even more..

Like I was mentioning in the previous chapter she started feeling guilty. She started thinking that she was the reason her sister is dead. She thought maybe as the days passed by, that feeling would just vanish, but it just grew stronger..

So much stronger..

To the point where she started saying it out loud. People started to believe it..

They started to believe that she really was after it..

They didn’t know that it was just a strong feeling..

People had only two things in mind, it was either, Sara really killed her sister, or she really lost her mind.

Sarah’s POV:

Its like every place on earth now is a living hell. Darkness fills the whole world. Everywhere I go, all I hear is people talking about me. I cant clearly hear what they say, but I was sure it wasn’t something pleasant.

Even my parents think im crazy now.

They’re trying to help, but there’s nothing they could do.

I needed to do something..

I needed to change something..

I needed to change myself..

But I had no idea what to do…