Chapter of life #4 (Positivity)

(First id like to mention that this is probably not the best post. So yeah sorry)

I personally find this thing very important, and ill mention why in a second..

I believe that positivity is the key to a better and happier life..


Positivityy..
To me, positivity is looking at the bright side of every situation and being thankful no matter what is going on in your life..
Some problems might occur, but if you look at the negative side, itll just get worse. It might effect you emotionally as well.
Everything has a bright side, even the deepest and biggest problems in the world. If you look deep deep down you'll see that little spark shining..

Always be positive. 
If you think negatively, you will never live a happy life.

Positivity can change your whole life. You might not see the change, but it will.
It'll change it to the better.
You will smile more..

Might seem like a small change, but it does grow..

To be honest, its not possible to think positive all the time.. but you want the majority of your thoughts to be happy and positive.

Some people might think its impossible to look at the bright side.. but nothing is impossible.
You could develop positivity by doing many things. For example: surrounding yourself with positive people. 

Positive thinking changes your life by giving you skills to lessen your problems, gives you the strength to go on, because you have formed good habits.

 Positive thinking helps you be that person others can follow as an example, and gives you hope..

Its what you need..

"You cant live a positive life with a negative mind"

Chapter of life #3 (Parents)

Parents..

The people who care most about you. 

You might think, why am i going to talk about parents now?

Simply because i see so many people nowadays disrespecting their parents..

Parents are life. they are the only two people who will care for you no matter what. Watch over for you. Listen to you. They will stick by you no matter what you're going through.

People think its quite "cool" to disrespect their parents. I'll tell you one thing. you're out of your mind. You have no heart if you disrespect the ones who raised you and got you this far. Its not something to be proud of. 

Disrespecting your parents isnt cool, its the complete opposite of cool. Some people, especially as teenagers, start thinking that their parents are nothing. They start treating them like nothing. like theyre just some person who doesnt mean anything. They start thinking that they're all grown up and dont need their parents, all they need is their friends. that is completely wrong.

 

Now think of it this way.. some people dont have parents. they would do anything and everything just to have one more moment with them. 

Dont take your parents for granted. Trust me, when the whole world leaves. they will always be there. 

Some people think their parents dont care for them. But that is just not true. No matter how strict they are,  they love you more than anything in this world. no matter how much they shout at you, its because they care for you. They want the best for you. They might not show it, but they really feel it. 

Appreciate them. 

Abeekum tsawun one thing right now..

Go kiss your parent's foreheads. 

و قضى ربك الا تعبدوا الا اياه و بالوالدين احسانا اما يبلغن عندك الكبر احدهما او كلاهما فلا تقل لهما اف ولا تنهرهما و قل لهما قولا كريما. و اخفض لهما جناح الذل من الرحمة و قل رب ارحمهما كما ربياني صغيرا

"Love your parents. we are so busy growing up that we often forget that they are growing old"

Chapter of life #2 (Friendship)

Friends..

Define friendship.. What is friendship?

Well everyone has a different point of view. Some people think that all friends are forever. They will always care for you and be there for you, they dont believe in fake friends. While others believe that all people change, even closest friends. They feel like no matter who they befriend, they should always keep a distance. Well i have a theory when it comes to friendship. Some people might agree with it, and some might not. I personally strongly believe that fake friends do exist. I also believe that true friends exist. they might be rare, yet they still exist. But true friends, the ones who will last for a lifetime wont come easy. They arent easy to find. they usually come in the most unexpected time. When you least expect it. for example, when you're all on your own. You think no one is there for you and you're alone? Thats when they usually show up. They're like a tiny spark that lightens up your world. 

So their are two kinds of friends. The ones that will last for a lifetime and the ones that wont. 

Some friendships will last for a lifetime. and if you have a friend that will stick with you no matter what? Always fight for them, cause theyre so precious and rare. 

But then, there are the ones that wont last. whether you like it or not, some friendships are just not meant to last. There's nothing wrong with that. Thats life. 

Just because you lose a friend, doesnt mean that life is over. Everything happens for a reason. You will find better people. You will find TRUE friends someday. Ones that really will be with you till the end of time. 

Always keep in mind that good things take time. And just because you lost one person, doesnt mean the whole world is over.

لو كانوا خيرا لنا لأبقاهم الله معنا

"As we grow up, we start to realise that it is less important to have lots of friends, and more important to have real ones"

The chapter of life #1

So I thought of starting to talk briefly about life..

Life..

What is life?

What does life mean to you? 

We all have a different view of life. Some people see it as “living hell”.

Some people see life as a beautiful place.

It all depends on the person and what they’re going through..

But as you grow up youre slowly going to realize that life IS beautiful.  

We go through the pain to find happiness.

No one has a perfect life. Everyone has some cracks..

Some people are just better at hiding them or fixing them.

Life has its ups and downs.

There are the good and bad moments in life

But they all teach you something.

You might not know what the lesson is, but time will reveal it all.

I want you all to answer this question, just answer it in your head, “Is there something good in your life?”

Im sure everyone thought of something. No matter how sad you are there has to be something that makes you happy. There has to be something in your life that just makes it worth it. Something that makes it all worth the struggle, worth the living..

We all go through some problems in this life. But there is always a way to fix these problems. There isn’t a problem without a solution. You must never lose hope no matter whats happening..

Life is just too short.

Be happy.

Live it to the fullest.

Don’t waste a second.

“Life is like a camera, focus on whats important, capture the good moments, develop from the negatives, and if things don’t work out.. take another shot” 

She's gone. #5

Reema’s POV (one of Sarah’s “friends”):


 I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know if I should tell Sarah. I didn’t know if I could go up to her.  When she needed me the most? I left her..

left her when she had no one

I left her when her other half died

I should have been there for her

But I wasn’t..

I couldn’t..
 

I couldn’t because, I was told not to..

I couldn’t because the person who told me to stay away from her was holding something against me..

She was holding everything against me..

But I was starting to think, that I should make it up to Sarah.

I should go warn her from Maha.

I should tell her what she did.

I should tell her that its her fault.

I cant let her live in the thought that she was behind all this when it was really Maha’s fault Fay is dead.

I was willing to put my reputation on the line..

I owe it to Sarah..
 

She was always there for me, but when she needed me the most, I left her..

What kind of friend am I?

How could I be such a bad friend?



So Maha went and told everyone some rumor about Sarah, right before Fay passed away. She went and told everyone how Sarah and Fay were behind her breakup..

It was all a lie..

All along she was just jealous of Fay.

She wanted to get rid of her somehow.

She said something’s to her right before Fay left her house angry..
 




But then it hit me, what if it was all planned? What if the car accident was planned? What if Maha really did kill Fay?

She's gone. #4

Those miserable days kept passing by. Each day worse than the day before it. Each day the pain inside of Sara grew. The pain wouldn’t go away. It was like a scar. No matter how hard she tried to hide it, it will always be there.

She never knew that one day all this would happen to her. She never believed that life could take away something so precious in the blink of an eye. She always thought that everything that was beautiful and made her happy would last. But it was gone, her one and only cause of happiness was gone. With each day that passed, she missed her sister even more..

Like I was mentioning in the previous chapter she started feeling guilty. She started thinking that she was the reason her sister is dead. She thought maybe as the days passed by, that feeling would just vanish, but it just grew stronger..

So much stronger..

To the point where she started saying it out loud. People started to believe it..

They started to believe that she really was after it..

They didn’t know that it was just a strong feeling..

People had only two things in mind, it was either, Sara really killed her sister, or she really lost her mind.

Sarah’s POV:

Its like every place on earth now is a living hell. Darkness fills the whole world. Everywhere I go, all I hear is people talking about me. I cant clearly hear what they say, but I was sure it wasn’t something pleasant.

Even my parents think im crazy now.

They’re trying to help, but there’s nothing they could do.

I needed to do something..

I needed to change something..

I needed to change myself..

But I had no idea what to do…

She's gone #3

Back to the present moment:

Sarah was getting ready for school. She was looking closely to the mirror and she realized how scary she had become. Her face was so yellow and thin. It’s just that you could tell how different she looks. She was always that girl with the beautiful face and beautiful features. She thought maybe that’s why people were talking to her. She believed they were somehow her friends but they all wanted something from her.

                As she was going down, her parents stopped her. They haven’t quite got over Fay's death, but theyre starting to kind of live with it. She could still hear her mother crying in the middle of the night. She just doesn’t like showing her weaknesses infront of anyone. She always wants to be that strong woman. My mom wanted me to eat something before I leave but I just didn’t feel like it. She just couldn’t reply. She knew I was still not over the death, and there wasn’t something she could do about it. There was only one thing anyone could do, but its just impossible. Bring fay back.

The ride to school was longer than usual, I was deep into my thoughts. School didn’t feel like home any longer. Suddenly everyone distanced themselves from me. Even Maha, who I thought was my friend after Fay. But since Fay’s death, she had been trying to avoid me and I just don’t know why. I didn’t think I should talk to her, so I just ignored her and everyone else.

Like every other day, people were just giving me those weird stares. They just don’t make me feel uncomfortable any more. I got used to them. I kept thinking so much can change in a year..

Back to the past:

I remember right before Fay went to Maha’s we were talking about random topics. Like any other girls, we were obsessing over celebrities and models. It was just a regular Saturday. But Fay got a call from Maha and she wanted to see her. I didn’t feel like going so I just stayed at home.

If only I went

Maybe Fay wouldn’t be dead

Maybe I would of died instead

Maybe I could of saved her

Maybe

Maybe

Maybe

& suddenly I started to feel guilty, I thought what if it was really my fault she is dead…