She's Gone #6

First of all theres a few things id like to mention. 

1- Im sorry for not posting alot on this story, but i feel like its slowly getting worse and i wanted to delete it at some point. I had no idea what to write. 

2- would you like this story to be 15-30 chapters?

3- Last but certainly not least, id like to mention that ill be posting a chapter of this story every tuesday x

Sara's POV: 

I was just sitting here waiting for a miracle to happen. The scar of Fay's death is slowly starting to heal but it just wont go away. No matter how hard i tried. I wanted it to go away so bad but it just wont and i couldnt do anything about it. 

It was one of those lazy fridays, and all i could think of was Fay, Fay, Fay!

Surprisingly, i didnt tear of sadness this time, i teared tears of hapiness. quite ironic huh?

Have i mentioned that i've always been a negative person and so far im working on being positive. 

Anyway, i started thinking of how happy she is right now. How she is in a better place. Fay has only done good to people. She had the purest heart ever, she would pray, she did everything God asked us to do. That means she's going to heaven, right?

Flashback:

Fay: Saraaa, wake up!

Sara: Gett outt and leave me alone..

*Fay spilled a bucket of cold water on me* But i wasnt even mad. I remember all i did was laugh when she did that. I miss our stupid memories. Gosh i want them all back.. 

i was home alone, some knock on the door interrupted my thoughts.

I went and opened the door thinking it was my parents but i saw someone i never thought id see again in my whole life.. Reema..

The one who left me when i needed her the most. My face was exactly :|

Reema: can i come in? Theres somethingg i need to tell you. This has to do with Fay..

Chapter of life #6 (Insecurity)

Well..

first thing's first..

What is insecurity?

Insecurity is simply the lack of confidence. People usually start losing their confidence and start questioning themselves. Usually these types of questions..

Why am i not good enough?

Why am i not pretty?

Why am i unworthy?

But first let me tell you one thing, its all in your head..

If you keep thinking youre not good enough, youre unworthy and not pretty, you'll actually start believing it! Thats what leads to insecurity.
Also, having people tell you that youre unworthy makes you believe it. So you have to have a strong personality, so no one can tell you what YOU are and what you're not!!

Youre the one who should define yourself, dont let anyone do that for you!! 

Confidence is everything. 

Personally so many people asked me this question: Have you ever felt insecure?

I wont lie, the answer is yes.

I didnt have a strong personality and everything got to me, im working on being a stronger and more confident person. So far so good tbh!

 

Anywho, insecurity leads to so many things. For example: DEPRESSION! 

Before you end insecurity: you have to be HAPPY with yourself. 

The first thing you need, is to be confident! Confidence makes you a stronger person and even happier!

think of all the good things about yourself. trust me, there are great things in you that no one else has! that way you WILL feel less insecure about yourself. Start believing in yourself and look at how beautifully amazing you are!

Think positively about yourself! Keep reminding yourself that youre amazing. Tell yourself: "im worth it, im beautiful, im a good person etc.." 

The more you say it, the more you actually start believing it..

Do something you love or something that makes you happy! You'll start feeling happier and you actually wont think about your bad qualities. 

Most importantly remember that you are amazing. You are strong. You are beautiful! you are worth it so smile:D

"Dont let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice"

"Dont let the negative opinions, attitudes, and choices of others get you down. Make your own choice to follow a positive, productive and meaningful path" 

"Insecurity kills all that is beautiful" (so remember to kill insecurity before it kills you)

Chapter of life #5 (Trust)

Trust..

A strong meaningful word..

But not many people take it seriously nowadays..

Some people have no idea how hard it is for someone to put their trust in a person. 

Well..

 What is trust?
Trust to me, is not just a word. Its something we need, its something precious. Its a necessity.

Trust is defined as believing in someone. However, its not that simple. As you grow up and start experiencing difficulties , it starts getting deeper and deeper..

Have you ever trusted someone, and they let you down?
Unfortunately, some people just dont understand how hard it is to trust nowadays.
If someone is brave enough to trust you, dont prove them wrong. Dont disappoint them.


I really cant tell you "dont trust anyone", cause honestly? you cant live without trust! You should trust people, but only a few. And you have to choose wisely..
Before trusting anyone, you should trust yourself.
Because if you dont trust yourself, no one will trust you & you cant trust anyone.

Look at it this way, we all need someone to open up to at some point. If no one trusted, everyone would suffer on their own. Sometimes just opening up to someone, will make you feel better.
Trust makes you live a happier life.

Whats a relationship without trust?
Whats a friendship without trust?
It has no meaning..

Im sure some of you have been let down by some people. That doesnt mean you shouldnt trust anyone again.
It just means that you should be more careful with who you trust..
Its a lesson you have to learn..
So be careful who you trust nowadays..

 Just remember that not everyone who is nice to you is trustworthy. Some people are just too good at acting. They just want you to trust them, and then they break the trust. I repeat BE CAREFUL. 

"Dont trust easily. Only a few people care, the rest are just curious"

"Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken, but no matter how hard you try, you can still see those cracks.."

Chapter of life #4 (Positivity)

(First id like to mention that this is probably not the best post. So yeah sorry)

I personally find this thing very important, and ill mention why in a second..

I believe that positivity is the key to a better and happier life..


Positivityy..
To me, positivity is looking at the bright side of every situation and being thankful no matter what is going on in your life..
Some problems might occur, but if you look at the negative side, itll just get worse. It might effect you emotionally as well.
Everything has a bright side, even the deepest and biggest problems in the world. If you look deep deep down you'll see that little spark shining..

Always be positive. 
If you think negatively, you will never live a happy life.

Positivity can change your whole life. You might not see the change, but it will.
It'll change it to the better.
You will smile more..

Might seem like a small change, but it does grow..

To be honest, its not possible to think positive all the time.. but you want the majority of your thoughts to be happy and positive.

Some people might think its impossible to look at the bright side.. but nothing is impossible.
You could develop positivity by doing many things. For example: surrounding yourself with positive people. 

Positive thinking changes your life by giving you skills to lessen your problems, gives you the strength to go on, because you have formed good habits.

 Positive thinking helps you be that person others can follow as an example, and gives you hope..

Its what you need..

"You cant live a positive life with a negative mind"

Chapter of life #3 (Parents)

Parents..

The people who care most about you. 

You might think, why am i going to talk about parents now?

Simply because i see so many people nowadays disrespecting their parents..

Parents are life. they are the only two people who will care for you no matter what. Watch over for you. Listen to you. They will stick by you no matter what you're going through.

People think its quite "cool" to disrespect their parents. I'll tell you one thing. you're out of your mind. You have no heart if you disrespect the ones who raised you and got you this far. Its not something to be proud of. 

Disrespecting your parents isnt cool, its the complete opposite of cool. Some people, especially as teenagers, start thinking that their parents are nothing. They start treating them like nothing. like theyre just some person who doesnt mean anything. They start thinking that they're all grown up and dont need their parents, all they need is their friends. that is completely wrong.

 

Now think of it this way.. some people dont have parents. they would do anything and everything just to have one more moment with them. 

Dont take your parents for granted. Trust me, when the whole world leaves. they will always be there. 

Some people think their parents dont care for them. But that is just not true. No matter how strict they are,  they love you more than anything in this world. no matter how much they shout at you, its because they care for you. They want the best for you. They might not show it, but they really feel it. 

Appreciate them. 

Abeekum tsawun one thing right now..

Go kiss your parent's foreheads. 

و قضى ربك الا تعبدوا الا اياه و بالوالدين احسانا اما يبلغن عندك الكبر احدهما او كلاهما فلا تقل لهما اف ولا تنهرهما و قل لهما قولا كريما. و اخفض لهما جناح الذل من الرحمة و قل رب ارحمهما كما ربياني صغيرا

"Love your parents. we are so busy growing up that we often forget that they are growing old"

Chapter of life #2 (Friendship)

Friends..

Define friendship.. What is friendship?

Well everyone has a different point of view. Some people think that all friends are forever. They will always care for you and be there for you, they dont believe in fake friends. While others believe that all people change, even closest friends. They feel like no matter who they befriend, they should always keep a distance. Well i have a theory when it comes to friendship. Some people might agree with it, and some might not. I personally strongly believe that fake friends do exist. I also believe that true friends exist. they might be rare, yet they still exist. But true friends, the ones who will last for a lifetime wont come easy. They arent easy to find. they usually come in the most unexpected time. When you least expect it. for example, when you're all on your own. You think no one is there for you and you're alone? Thats when they usually show up. They're like a tiny spark that lightens up your world. 

So their are two kinds of friends. The ones that will last for a lifetime and the ones that wont. 

Some friendships will last for a lifetime. and if you have a friend that will stick with you no matter what? Always fight for them, cause theyre so precious and rare. 

But then, there are the ones that wont last. whether you like it or not, some friendships are just not meant to last. There's nothing wrong with that. Thats life. 

Just because you lose a friend, doesnt mean that life is over. Everything happens for a reason. You will find better people. You will find TRUE friends someday. Ones that really will be with you till the end of time. 

Always keep in mind that good things take time. And just because you lost one person, doesnt mean the whole world is over.

لو كانوا خيرا لنا لأبقاهم الله معنا

"As we grow up, we start to realise that it is less important to have lots of friends, and more important to have real ones"

The chapter of life #1

So I thought of starting to talk briefly about life..

Life..

What is life?

What does life mean to you? 

We all have a different view of life. Some people see it as “living hell”.

Some people see life as a beautiful place.

It all depends on the person and what they’re going through..

But as you grow up youre slowly going to realize that life IS beautiful.  

We go through the pain to find happiness.

No one has a perfect life. Everyone has some cracks..

Some people are just better at hiding them or fixing them.

Life has its ups and downs.

There are the good and bad moments in life

But they all teach you something.

You might not know what the lesson is, but time will reveal it all.

I want you all to answer this question, just answer it in your head, “Is there something good in your life?”

Im sure everyone thought of something. No matter how sad you are there has to be something that makes you happy. There has to be something in your life that just makes it worth it. Something that makes it all worth the struggle, worth the living..

We all go through some problems in this life. But there is always a way to fix these problems. There isn’t a problem without a solution. You must never lose hope no matter whats happening..

Life is just too short.

Be happy.

Live it to the fullest.

Don’t waste a second.

“Life is like a camera, focus on whats important, capture the good moments, develop from the negatives, and if things don’t work out.. take another shot”