She's gone #12

First of all: This story is coming to an end, so what do you want the next story to be about? Many people want me to write a love story, do you guys want that? Just tell me what you want!
& Second: This post is dedicated to an amazing person, who was always there to support me, she's too precious! This post goes to; @MaryamAlOmar_


(IM EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THE VERY SHORT POST, BUT IM GONNA POST TOMORROW AS WELL, AND NEXT POST WILL PROBABLY BE THE FINAL POST)

Now to the story..


Could it get any worse?
Can there really be more to the story..
I dont think so.. but i guess there is..
Abdullah: Fay actually agreed on killing the person.. She loved her sister too much, she was willing to do anything for her! But thats not all,


Fay actually told Maha that she needed to talk to Sarah first, before she made any "dumb" move..
& Maha knew that if Fay would go talk to Sarah, everything would be screwed..
So she tried holding her back until the person she needed gave her a call, and ill mention who that person is later..
So Maha told Fay to calm down, and that everything will be okay..


She called that guy and told him to get ready..
And 5 minutes later Fay died,,
Everything really was planned..
Everything Maha did worked out the way she wanted it to work out..

She wanted Fay and Sarah gone out of her life, and thats what she got..

She ruined Sarah's life, not knowing what life might be holding for her!

All she cared about was herself.
She believed that if she killed fay, she would be happy..

Reema: Why didnt you tell the police?
Abdullah: Because she knew about us, and said that if i told the police, she would ruin your reputation.. So I had to be quiet..\

Reema: But how do you know all this when you werent a part of the plan?
Abdullah: The accident happened right infront of my eyes, and Maha knew that! I knew who the guy was, and i could of told the police.
So Maha knew how to shut me up, and thats exactly what i did..
Since the accident, i feel guilty! As much as part of me wants to throw Maha in jail, part of me wants to protect you..

Reema:"Its like even though i havent been with him for a while, i still love him.", But who was the guy driving the car?

Abdullah: Are you sure you are ready for this?
Are you sure you're ready to face Sarah and tell her all this?
Reema: Yes..

Abdullah: The one driving the car was Fay's cousin..
But thats not all..

Theres one more thing you need to know before you leave..
Although Maha wanted both Fay and Sarah to suffer, she wasnt the one who came up with the killing idea..

The one who did all this, and is the main reason behind everything that is happening is..

Sarah's Father..

(Random post) -please read it-

This isnt a chapter of life or anything, its just something i wanted to let outt..

This account has been everything to me. This blog has made me feel like a better person, i dont know if that even makes sense. 

Let me make it clearer, when i started this blog, never would of thought id make it this far. People always said how my blog changed their lives and how it was inspiring etc.. and that means the whole world to me. Maybe some people werent very sincere about it, bas it sure made me happy! 

This account has also been a way of expressing for me, just like now. a7is i could write anything i want here.. w it would actually make me feel better. 

9a7 a lot of times i wanted to close this blog, lana a7s ma kan la ma3na, bas everytime i think of closing it, i feel like im shutting a part of me down. 

Although its not as good as other blogs, w it might not have a clear purpose, i still love having this account/blog! 

Ive met people on this account who mean the whole world to me now. i trust them with everything, never in a million years would i have thought id meet them!

9a7 i hestitated at first at opening this blog, bas i gotta admit it was something amazing!

So many people on this acc i met, were always too kind! They would randomly just plaster a smile on my face, and they know who they are! 

So, the main point im mentioning all this is for you to know how much you guys really helped me get my blog this far. 

So i really want to say sorry if i ever hurt any of you, in any way shape or form. 

If i ever said something offensive, hurtful etc..

I dont mean any of those things i said, i promise you!  

Im a person who cant stand having someone za3lan meny, even if i strongly dislike that person. So athaitkum eb shay? 9ar7uny, w ill apologise again. i dont mind!

W people in general tend to get hate, so 9a7 some people would hate on my ask w chethy blah blah, bas i forgive all those people, whether they meant what they said or they didnt! Those people might of said hurtful things, bas those things make me stronger

w keep in mind, if you ever need advice on anything, or just someone to listen, im here for you! 

Or if you just need a day maker, dm me at anytime and ill be happy to plaster a smile on that beautiful face❤️

Chapter of life #12(Money)

Money?
Okay, so im not going to start with an introduction, cause it basically doesnt need it! Ill get right to the point..

SOME people think that just because they have money, they're rich!
Money isnt the only thing that makes you rich in this world!
They believe we have money, we could do whatever we want. Disrespect people who dont have as much money as us!
Thats just sick, just because someone doesnt have money, it doesnt mean they're any less than you! They might actually be richer than you! They have a better attitude and behavior! That simply makes them richer than you! They might be better 3end Allah!
So dont treat people less, just because they dont have as much money!


Look at it this way, if you were someone with no money, would you want to be treated any differently? Ofcourse not, so just treat others the way you want to be treated..


Theres something else id like to mention, if you have money, why not use it in a benefitial way? In other words, give money to the poor!

Speaking about money, id like to mention one thing as well, just cause you have money and wear the highest brands, doesnt mean you should judge people who dont wear very high brands!
You look at them and think "Oh they're not wearing this, so they must be poor, and i shouldnt treat them well"

Some people wont spend a ton of money on something everyone has, even if they have all the money in the world!
Oh & one last thing, stay away from flous il7aram! Okay for example, someone asked you to do something bad in exchange for money, you did it! Whats the point? Its better to live as a person with enough money, than to have tons of 7aram money! cause flous il7aram ma tathmer!

Ya nas keep in mind, btt7asbon 3ala hatha!

You have money? gulaw il7mdllah, some people dont have a single penny and are dying right now! You're sitting in a place, a roof on top of your head! Thats a blessing some people would do anything for!


 (وَلا تُبَذِّرْ تَبْذِيراً إِنَّ الْمُبَذِّرِينَ كَانُوا إِخْوَانَ الشَّيَاطِينِ وَكَانَ الشَّيْطَانُ لِرَبِّهِ كَفُوراً) 

she's gone #11

A face i knew..

A familiar face actually. 

Very familiar..

Those eyes..
That sparkle..
those were the eyes i loved..
the eyes i fell for..
the eyes i couldnt get over..

He didnt change a bit.. he just looks.. tired..

He was probably as shocked as i was..
I stood there, no words could come out..
All i was thinking is what does he have to do with Fay?

Abdullahs POV:
Its her..
I never thought id see her again after the way i hurt her..
She still looks beautiful..
She didnt change a single bit..

Back to Reema:
He let me in and i sat..
Still no one said a word..
So i decided to break the silence..
Me: I just came to ask what you have to do with Fay and Maha..
Abdullah: Ill tell you everything..
Remember the day i hurt you? The way i left you for 'no reason'? Fay was the reason..

I had to break up with you in order to save you. Makes no sense right? Maha payed me. You knew how desperate i was at that point and how much i needed money. So i agreed withouteven  thinking. She asked me to hire some stranger to tell Fay that he was going to get back at her sister for what she did to him, when in reality her sister didnt do anything. Maha hated them both so bad. She asked me to tell the man to tell Fay that Sarah was in a relationship with him and was willing to do anything for him. When in reality, Sarah never even met the guy. 

So the next day Maha called Fay and told her that she could help her. 

Fay went there hoping she really could, but Maha just made it even worse. At first , she kept blaming her for everything and telling her how everything that ever happened to Sarah was her fault..

Fay wanted all this to end, one way or another. 

Maha gave her one condition in order for that to happen..

kill someone..

Who is that person? 

I have no idea..

But wait, theres much more to the story..

wanna know what the most shocking part is?...

she's gone #10

Reema's POV:

i was walking home.. convinced with what Maha told me. I mean she wouldnt lie would she? 

My phone rang a second later indicating me that i just got a message. It was an unknown number. They said..

"What maha told you was a lie"

i was shocked at first, but then i thought maybe its just someone messing with me. But who would do that. 

I called the number..

But they hung up. 

The person sent another text. 

Im Maha's brother. To know what really happened call this number. 

I immediatly called the number. 

Me: Hello

..: Hi?

Me: (I started explaining the story)

..: You really expect me to tell you the truth without anything in return?

Me: What do you want?

..: Ill think about it and call you back later. 

I couldnt wait and called Maha's brother. Im sure he knew what really happened. 

Majed(Maha's brother): I cant tell you.. i promised maha to never tell what really happened. Just wait for the guy. Im sorry. 

My phone rang a few minutes later:

..: Want to know the whole truth? Come to this address.(...)

I didnt want to go. I couldnt. I didnt have a good feeling about this, but i had to do it for Sarah.. even if it cost me myself. 

his house was in the middle of nowhere. It didnt even look like a house.. it was more of a garage. My legs were seriously shivering. I knocked the door and waited..

The door opened.. and i was surprised to see.......

To be continued!

Just to mention #15 will probably be the last post. and will post another post tomorrow maybe! & answers will be in the next 3 posts ;)

Chapter of life #11 (Hate)

First of all i wanted to mention this topic was suggested by someone and they needed this post so bad, so i thought of posting it, and posting jealousy next week x

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Hate? Some people might think what kind of topic is this? What is there to talk about? 

There's so much to talk about actually. 

Hate, just like love, is a strong word. Its also quite a normal feeling! 

When people hate someone, they usually go beyond the limits. They start doing all these bad things to them etc..

You hate someone? Dont disrespect them. Its not their fault you dont like them. 

& one more thing, hating someone for their looks is sick. Some people go "oh she's ugly, i hate her" seriously? You two were made equally! You have no right to hate someone for their looks! because Allah is the one who created them, the same way he created you. Got it?

Anyways, Why do people hate? 

One of the MAIN reasons people hate each other is jealousy! They feel someone is better than them, they start hating them. 

Another reason, people hate others for their culture and religion! you have no right, just cause a person isnt like you or doesnt have the same culuture or religion as you, that doesnt give you a reason to hate them!!

There are too many reasons, i could go on and on! But this is not the reason i wrote this post, the reason is to stop hate!

How to stop hating people?

Not so easy right?

But everything takes time, so just bear with it. 

Think about it.. First of all find out WHY you hate that person. Is it worth it? Hating someone, feeling stressed about it and making them feel bad? 

Try giving that person a chance, you might end up loving them, you just never know. 

Look at it this way, what would this world be like without hate? Perfect huh? So yeah..

I read this one post and i loved it so muchh.. just read it.. i know its quite long.. but its worth it. i promise. 

www.lovepanky.com/my-life/relationships/how-to-deal-with-hate 

 

Chapter of life #10 (self-confidence/believing in yourself)

First of all, Confidence! What is confidence?

Confidence is defined as having faith and believing in somone and their ability in doing something..

But i strongly believe that you cant believe in others if you dont believe in yourself. You have to have faith in yourself in order to have faith in other people. That's self confidence. Having faith in YOURSELF! & Keep in mind.. if you dont have faith in yourself, no one will have faith in you!

Soo..

Look at yourself, do you believe in yourself? Would you call yourself a confident person? 

People look at it as such an easy thing. they go like: Why arent you confident, believe in yourself. They say it like its an easy thing to do. 

I gotta admit.. its not the easiest thing on earth. 

It takes time to build confidence. 

Its not one of those things that would build itself overnight. 

Its something you need to work hard to achieve..

But as they say, nothing is impossible. 

Start by having a strong personality. Dont let what people say affect you. Keep in mind you're better than that. 

Keep telling yourself you're a strong person and you'll actually start believing it!

When it comes to confidence, self confidence in particular, you have to recognize all your insecurities in order to start accepting them. remember that imperfection is beauty. 

Think positively and have faith in yourself. Love what you do. Believe that you're capable of achieving whatever you set your mind to! 

& most importantly: STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHERS!

A strong personality automatically leads to self confidence. Keep that in mind..

"Self confidence is the most attractive quality anyone can have. How can anyone see how great you are, if you cant see it yourself" 

(& as a continue to this post, the next post will be about "being yourself")